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'Patience is the one of the ways to live our dream. It means it's necessary to do that if you're a dreamer, right?
To confess, I'm the one who really poor at patience. Yep, that's exactly right. That was also one of my bad habits.
But I didn't recognize that was my serious problem until before I started this soridream program.
Of course, I knew it was one of weakness, but I might believe it's one of my personality. So I thought I don't need to change the thing on purpose. And I just thought that all I can do is to find something that fit on me in everything.

Yes, even though I know my problem, I just stayed in there.
In childhood, I used to quit everything including home-study materials. It's because it was not funny to do for a long time. But it's true? Well, it was up to me.But I didn't do anything about it.

But, how about now?
Actually I'm getting better in that point. It's because I realized practicing a patience was the point to live my life and can make me great as a person. Even though sometimes I feel like, I suck at this thing, but whenever I felt like, "honey, now you're getting better, it's okay, and just keep going." Of course, If I have a feeling down, I sometimes stopped it along the way. But it was also bad thing, and sometimes it's like a process that I have to go through. So, it's okay. It's because I'm growing up now with my people.

By the way, the reason why I tell about this today, I want to think about the biggest change for my life through this program, but all of sudden, in the middle of the end of our schedule time, helper Daniel said like.. "I want you guys to think about all of things that we need to do as a person who has to live with other people along the way with together." Yep, I didn't know about this topic is up to me. But it's like similar with my original topic.
So, even though my word is really short about it, it's kind of special for me.