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'Finally, it's the 2nd M.T day. And also it's the last M.T for 16th and 17th training team members.
So, Guess what my feeling? At first, it seems like really weird.
When I remind the last M.T, It's been like a yesterday. And I have thought "When is our last M.T coming?"
But the time is really fast than I've imagined about this moment.
The colder the weather's gotten, The closer our graduation's gotten.
How can I tell this feeling?

On the other side, I'm a leader of small group has full of each team's members.
Honestly, It gave me more responsibility than I thought. Even if I don't need to won first prize, I don't want our team to take a hard time for this M.T. But I know everything is going to be all right, and something would be an unexpected gift. But now, I feel different feeling.

When I had to preapare and notice some information for our member, I spent several hours for it.
And I could feel the mind of leader. It's not same with a church's leader or a helper for english.
While I was doing it, I just came up with grace or junhee for a second.
How precious they are! Maybe lots of members including me don't know well how much they're doing their best for this training time. Of course, so other helpers do.

Through the experiences, I think I can grow up more and more.
And when I think about many advantages out of this program, making ourseleves more strong with so many unexpected situation. Even though we're sometimes upset, finally we will know all of those things make us mature.
I bet. Anyway, I really want to do my best. But you know what?

If time for me to go to bed is coming, I will just go to bed without any further ado.(I'm not sure actually, that's why I just write this words. 'will' hahaha) Omg... and it's gonna be a precious time when we talk each other with my team members. And I heard the letters that we've keep to open in the S-tiva are going to be open by ourselves today.

What a awkward...! ahha Anyway, I want to enjoy all of process. Fighting!