'Repeating something can bring another meaning. But our life also can be repeatted by something like a movie?
In reality, honestly we can't repeat our life.
Because we're human being. We can't go back anywhere, anytime.
So I think we can't help regretting about something we couldn't make. Such as.. failure about test that might be prepared for a long time or the moment that losing because of your mistake.
In fact, I don't know why I'm talking about this. Actually today, when I looked the katalk list, I was surprised that someone is going out with someone. What the.... Just kidding.
Yeah, honestly I want to talk about the timing.
There was a man. But he seems like really timid and shy. I don't like these kind of boys. But I guess it's only my thoughts. I don't know why reality and expectation are really different.
Anyway, um.. he looks like just.. ordinary person. About one and a half years ago, I faced with him in unexpected situation. I think I can't say it very detailed. To talk about it, he was a man that I was interested in a little.
A little? I'm not sure. But the thing I can say is that I felt something for him.
Not that perfect love, but just I was feeling like I was getting high because of him.(The problem is the feeling whenever I faced with some good people, lol)
Actually, I'm a person who is really shy in front of someone who I'm really interested in. But I was trying to close to him by myself when I remember that time maybe. Seems like a fox? But it's too far I think.
We've been eating some foods around the university in several times. Even though he's such a calm person, it was okay. It's because somebody says like.. "you guys already looks like close friends"
Even it it wasn't, I also think we're getting closer. But now?
Nothing. Just friends. And..... maybe he got a girlfriend. In addition I know her.
Honestly, I'm okay, because I don't like him as a man now. But it's weird.
Because one and a half year ago, I just took same lecture with them. So... haha
So I think about it again, spending so much time with someone can be starting love!!!!
I'm alone, maybe in only this part. :( Bye!!!!