'Just now I spent my own time by talking with one of my best friend at the Idiya café.
As soon as my friend went out of here, I turned on my laptop and I'm doing my homework. DIARY TIME! YEAH~
I know, now it's time for me to take a breaktime, but actually today I got a few hours for sleeping than usual time.
Because It was Sorideream M.T for 2 days. What a great M.T! It was my last M.T here.
That's why even though I'm too sleepy to do something after lots of program at night, I was happy for this time.
Of course, I was so sorry about being absent of a few members of our team. I mean, Soa and Taeeon.
Anyway, today I want to write about this M.T.
First off, as a small group leader, I was a little bit worried about tight schedule.
Because I already know all of those schedules are going to be tough according to the last experience.
And conceptually it was true. Too touch to do something. There's no lots of breaktime.
But maybe the reason why I felt like this is I was a leader.
Honestly when I lead a group in ordinary time schedule, it's alright.
But when I had to lead them, I feel like It was burden for me.
How can I make it as a leader? So, I just tried to do my best for gathering in on time in first day, and keep memorizing the lyrics of this week song. Even if I have no tough leadership and strong leadership, the only thing I have is mind. Warm-hearted. Of course, I had a lack of leadership. I realized. And I knew.
But through this time, I realized 2 things.
1. Meaning of membership.
Why we call it MT? Membership training?
through several experiences and activities, I realized that all the things have no way to make it alone.
Even if helper and leaders made it on purpose, it was true to do something.
And leader is hard. But if the leader has lots of people who help them to make its goal, it's okay. That is a good team. I think membership is coming from gathering and emphasizing each other.