'Yes, after my words, he started telling me about my current position as a starter for getting job.
"You're in basic. You know what? You shouldn't consider what's good skills or not. Because you are in low grade. And you have to start from the starting part." "WHAT? IM2? So low! If you got a job until next year, you have to get the IH" I just said. It's my goal in around November or December.
When I was gonna say about my current english skills. He just said the score that is shown from the test.
Amazing reaction. And also.. when I hesitated about my first job, he just said.
"Now you don't know what is for you. So I couldn't tell the exact thing. But~~blah blah."
By the way, he just started telling me about reality.
What is the reality? I mean.. What is the real reality?
Such as getting an internship program, supporters program, Going abroad, Going to somewhere as a volunteer, and something like that? for.. CAREER?
What the hell? yesterday, I was so nervous about his advice.
And I really thank you for god and special training team.
Because when I heard his advice, I realized that I already know who I am, and What I follow while I'm getting problem and something wrong. If I were someone that have felt so frustrating about their life without the people that cheering me up, I might be so sad and frustrated.
Believing me is so important than I thought. And it needs to be confident about ourselves.
If we didn't got confidence, It might be easy to shake our mind and even heart.
I was. Even though I trust and believe god, I was. I guess that was not true believing.